Tuesday, April 21, 2009

little bits of me...

ohhh crap....
it hurts.....
alot....
fcuk...
gonna hurt till end of this week i think....
just now texted kor....
he didn't reply till later...but i fell asleep....
i texted wern too....
but she was busy with homework...
so...
yes...i cried alone...
and fell asleep....
have to go there again either tomorrow....or on the 23rd...
*sigh* damn sad wei...
can't eat japanese on thursday....
it hurts like crap!!
and i cried again when i found out i can't eat...
i miss D...
i still remember him going off for his plane over and over again....
as i hugged him...
i prayed that he would be safe throughout the journey...
i held back my tears when he said "bye and happy birthday"...
so of course he won't be around when i turn 16....
like he wasn't around when i turned 15...
after i got into the car and watched him walk towards the airport...
i realized that a tear had fallen....
i was so glad it was dark and M won't be able to see that i was crying...

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