Short update.... xP

Okay, short update bout today.....

Morning :

Merentas Desa...went to run in the end...but without number. haha..

Than, went out... :)

Than went home....cleaned up.....and got late info that I was to be in chruch....early...

Whole Afternoon :

GB...

end of story...no bother filling in details...

Evening :

GB over....

started texting haha!

clean up again....

Night :

go out dinner at grandparents...

went to see cousin's new house...

came home...

go online....

THE END

xP

lol

Crazy...I'm out of my mind....

Things are going crazy....
But I'm sorry for not listening to you this once kor...
I miss him....
Even though we're not something else...
doesn't mean we can't be friends right??
oh and yeah...
he's not a jerk...
I'm sorry my anger also caused me to call him a few names.....(or alot...)
But....I don't think he's that bad...I mean...maybe misunderstood....but not bad..
I know alot of people would come after me for this....but....I think it's a little worth it....

Frozen grapes.....(random-ity)

This was frozen grapes!!! xPAs time passes, the grapes start to defrost showing it's real colour....

Tomorrow is 'Merentas Desa'...

Don't want to go...haha

Rather take another trial test...

Oh and wishings for tomorrow....Happy early Birthday Emi!!

Everything is Complicated right now...

But i hope I can be strong....

Do you know?

When we hurt,

Some cry and cry,

Some just keep quiet and keep all the hurt in...

Careful not to show it out...

Nothing would ever go the way you want it to...so why bother???

What gives you the right to call me anything that you want which you know i'm not?

What the hell do you want from me?

Stop bugging me with all the things that I DON'T WANT to know!

And I'm very sorry for those which I aimed all my anger at...

I wasn't trying to aim at u...but it just came out...untargeted...and it hit all of you...

And especially to all you people who have nothing to do other than spread rumours about someone else.....

GO GET A STINKIN LIFE!!

STOP SPREADING FALSE THINGS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE WILL YOU?!?!?

I know this post is kind of really angry...But it's not to hit all you people again...I'm quite confused myself of what I'm doing....

If one is hurting inside....How would you know? How are you able to see through one's masked face? How would you handle it?

Leo Idol, Summit Audit, 1.30-5pm. xP (sound so formal!HAHA)

Before you ask anything...

It was at 1.30-5pm...

Summit...

Leo Idol...

Please read from bottom to top....

My comp a little CACAT!!

owh...thanks kor...if you didn't tell me n persuaded me to go......(*mumbles*plus the desperate actions you took to get me in.....haha)I wouldn't have met Zenny again....

So long since I saw her...Thanks!!!!

Down to the last 2 contestants....Din't stay around to find out though cuz M was waiting to kill me if I didn't get home by 5.....I didn't manage it....Haha...she had to pick me up!

Don't they all look so nervous...LOL!!! During the break....

First Part of the Leo Idol.......

The guy is blured...but look at the background...the poster was sticking it's tongue out at him!!!hahaha!!!

Kind of shocking I typed this....but anyway....

One thing I have never asked you to do...

and you did it to me...

All those other things I asked you to do...

you thought twice before trying to please me...

I'm sorry if everything i did hurt you...

Its over now anyway...

I'll never forget some memories though..

that will always be with me...

Tomorrow...

Test...again....

when will it end?!?!?!?!

answer : next month,mid

hz..

Homework getting more..

Exam just over by the way...

I must have been the weird one there jumping up and down after exams!! lol

It was the over-hyperness

haha!

D still overseas...

miss him...

kinda..

never really spent much time with him...

nowadays i'm wondering why...

Everyone is going their own ways...

No one is going to stop and turn around and ask you :

"Are you coming??"

In this world,

I just found out..

You might onlybe able to trust yourself.

Sometimes,

even the most precious thing in your current life,

can just turn around and stab a knife into your heart.

Yeah it'll hurt like hell

But sometimes its just what God has planned for you,

and taking something precious away from you,

only means He's going to give you something better in it's place.

I want to stand out and be new,

I don't know how long it'll take but,

i'm going to try.

Even if it means life changes...

Half my life is already turning upside down...

so why wait for the other half to go crazy??

I think I'M READY FOR THAT CHALLENGE.

I just re-read what I just typed and...

I have really no idea when I can make this happen,

but I think I can do it,

so...

If God brings me to it..

He will bring me through it.

Valentines Day.....*sigh*

Waiting for Kor to come online for quite a long time now....

Today is Valentine's....

A very lonely day it had turned out to be...

You promised you would love me...

Where is your love now??

With another girl?

I can't belive I cried all those nights...

I can't belive I didn't see you going away so fast...

It hurts me to think about you even...

Let alone see you again...

Don't get me wrong I don't hate you...

I just don't understand you...

My sister's birthday was yesterday 13th Feb...

D not around..

I think he's in New Jersey...going to New York now...

This morning woke up around....7.45am

Yes I didn't go to school...Didn't want to...

I had a trial test to take anyway...

That was at 9am-12pm...

suckish...

After that, Aunt SL picked me up from Aunt R's place -where I took the trial-...

drove down to TMC for class...

I'm sorry Aunt SL....it was quite.....boring....

Than had to help WX to do worship cause she knows nothing of how to do...

Apparently C dumped everything on WX...

Forced C to come after school and scolded her kau kau...

She took over WX and WX went backup...

Somehow I landed as pianist???

B as drummer...

Than...normal GB stuff....

Squad Week...

Drill....

Dismissal...

Home sweet home!

Now~

Online...

waiting for Kor and D to online...

D online also...M playing DS-instead of sis-...S watching tv...

So it's only me and D...

Finally 10 something...just recently...Kor online...

gtg
see ya!

Love(s)

Oh, and.....

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone who is enjoying themselves!

My grandfather's 82nd burthday on the 6th Feb

This is my grandfather's 82nd birthday cake!!

The family pictures start here...

Cutting cake!!