balancing on the tight rope..
that's how i feel now...
except my balancer is heavy at one end only...
and i'm struggling to maintain my balance..
next week is the school exam and on friday i won't be able to take the last exam because i have piano exam (grade 8 yes the so-called final grade) on that day..
i'm supposed to be practicing like 4 hours a day...
haven't been discipline enough to do so even thought there is like less than one week left..
despite having to concertrate on my piano..
i also have to get As for my parents to be happy...
if i don't...(which i most probably wouldn't get)
i'd probably be feeling really bad bout myself...
i feel guilty of not being able to balance it all..
not only that...i have problems with my own personal life
which...i won't just blurt it all out here
things are changing..
i feel like everyone that was once close to me are going away
and i don't think they're coming back..
i don't know how to explain all of this even if you asked me face to face..
which...i won't just blurt it all out here
things are changing..
i feel like everyone that was once close to me are going away
and i don't think they're coming back..
i don't know how to explain all of this even if you asked me face to face..
i'm sorry...
